day 9 & 10

Day Nine- Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
I don't feel like comments were ever made directly at me or my fat. I've had friends who see girls the same size or sometimes smaller and they say things like "oh she's disgusting, or she must weigh twice my weight" i look at them and say that " I weigh twice your weight" and they always have a comment like "but you'r sexy or beautiful or something" and it's just a slap in the face.
Day Ten- What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
Honestly, everything feels a little bit like a hard thing. I think it's more difficult right now because it's the holidays and it's all food that I might not get to eat all year and right now i just want to try everything. I've been pretty bad these past couple of days and I'm ready to get back on track. I don't need these small dosses of food. I want to be thinner this summer. I want to be sexier this summer and that means no more chips!